The First Post!!

Hi!

As this is the first post, it shall be dedicated to the purpose of this blog and a little bit about myself!

I was actually just sitting in my room one night and this idea suddenly hit me.
To create a blog where I can post my daily meals and exercises! Something like an accountability page. I have been struggling with weight loss for the longest time. You know. The typical "New Year, New Me" or "I have decided to change my life" kinda thing that eventually just doesn't give you enough motivation anymore.

I don't have any health issues at the moment. But my size has always affected my confidence in so many ways. I've been called fat since I was 6 years old, I've had guys ditching me for girls who are skinny etc etc. It had affected me so much until one day, I didn't even want to leave my house. I hated going out and I got so nervous being in public where people could see me. (I still went out cause I had to go to school, but I was constantly nervous and stressing out about my looks)

Of course, thankfully my current boyfriend has been really supportive and has helped me overcome that. And I really don't think I could have done it without him. I have become a more confident and outgoing person. Of course I still do have my insecurities which get the better of me at times, but at least I am no longer locked up at home, afraid of other people.

So far, the heaviest I have been is 69.9kg. There. I'm talking about my weight now. My weight for the whole world to see. Hahaha. This was when I was in polytechnic. I had gained 5kg since I left Secondary school. (do the math yourself :P) Until I looked at pictures of me taken by other people, I really had no idea how much weight I had gained. I never weighed myself daily and I am an emotional eater so.. yea. I remember looking at photos and thinking "How did this even happen?!??"

Since then, I had been trying all sorts of things to lose weight. Dieting, exercising, signing up for gym classes etc. Thankfully the weight did come off even though I was always on and off about healthy living. But then it became a stagnant 66.8kg.

Currently, my weight fluctuates within 64kg. What do I mean? I mean one day it is 64.1kg, the next it is 64.6kg but it never goes back up to 65kg or down to 63kg. So here I am, on the plateau of my weight loss journey.

I will be posting my meals and what exercise routines I follow. Of course, if I am following any training guides bought online, I will not expose the workouts done as I don't think it is right to share that information for free, especially when the trainer has worked really hard to put it together. However I will share my thoughts on the workouts and give other reviews.

In due time, who knows what else I will post about! I may post a few reviews here and there of products I have used. And other random things!

So let's begin, and thank you for reading my super long post!! :)